Friday, February 6, 2009

Shanghai - Hong Kong's love connection [无疆界QT]

Winnie, Rainbow, Rose and me started our SKYPY QT on 7th Feb. It is a wonderful connection that God blesses us for much more in Him. We started the book of Ruth, a short book with 4 chapters only and thanks Winnie for her good suggestion. We read one chapter a time before coming to the conference sharing. We also want to make it precise with committed time of 15 min long. Thus, we could talk economically without dragging the women's talk. We indeed foused on God's Words. We also take turn to facilitate the sharing for we take each others' burden and joy in ONE.

We learned in Ruth Chapter 1:
  • the great FAITH of Naomi inspit of her tough life that no woman like to encounter with lost of husband and two sons.
  • Naomi lived her life in witness of God's glory
  • The great TRUST of Ruth in Naomi that "Your God is my God."
  • These two women are running their lives as a mission team, to go wherever God leads.
  • How could we live a disciple life without being burdened by bread making.
  • How wonderful are these two women could rappot with such a deep connection.

Tuesday, June 17, 2008

Zhu is in Australia

Zhu went to Australia to have family re-union with her daughter and 2 sons (including Lawrence). In order to keep her connection with us in God's spirit, we decided to have telephone QT on each Wednesday 9am HK time (11am Australia time). We (Connie and I) study with Zhu on the same Joushua as our BT's Sunday QT so that when Zhu comes back to Hong Kong, she is still aligning with our study though physically she has been apart from us for 3 months.

It is very encouraging to pray and learn Bible words with an elder through the phone. I can see how grateful and happy Zhu is now for she has totally surrender to God's love to her and commits to be a gentle woman. Amen.

Thursday, April 24, 2008

Bonnie's Spiritual Birthday with Lucy 2008

Time flies, I and Lucy came together to celebrate our spiritual birthday afain for the fourth year. We never stop since Lucy got baptised.

This year, we again gathered together at Wan Chai and went for a noddle lunch. The special thing we did this year was to visit a Chinese Embroidery shop of my friend to have appreciated the beautiful art of Su-embroidery. We treasued about the gentle spiritual of women expressed in their artwork. Artworks feature about nature, people, animals......what a wonderful reflection on God's creation.

We would like to bring along our daughters to the shop to let them taste the taste of women's art. Amen. And thanks God for giving us our precious daughters.

Friday, February 29, 2008

The second generation




I love to share that Michelle has started studying Bible from Jan of 2008. Please pray for her understanding, submissive and fear of God.

Saturday, October 13, 2007

God in Us


I was so grateful and heart touching when I heard from Roxana that the Visa for Steve Chin and his family is approved by the HKSAR. Glory in God!

Tuesday, July 24, 2007

Inspiration from the BT Retreat 2007

Life is a process in exploring and embracing God's blessed gift to a person and lives it out at one's own conscious of good and free will in expressing his/her unique love to the others by which glorifying God, the greatest of all in ONE. ~ by bonnie chan

生命就是一個過程。各人活在其中去探索並擁抱神賜給各人祝福的禮物, 並且在生活當中,用各式其式的自主好意去表示各人對他人獨特的愛意,來讚美最偉大而合一的神。~bonnie chan

Made Alive in Christ
Ephesians 2:1-3

Most people in this world do not know they are deceived or how they became deceived. Satan and his demons have not sat us all down to tell us, "We are here to deceive you." We know only because God's Word reveals this truth to us, and we believe it. Despite this happening in our lives, deception can still be communicated to us unless we are astute enough to take care that it does not happen again.

I was atonished to know the power of the Truth. The world is changing in a speed that we lose the core value to distinguishing what is right and wrong. I am glad that the bible of Truth keeps me still to identifying who I am and where I am.

Ephesians 2: 8-10 : For it is by grace you have saved, through faith - and this not from yourselve, this is the gift of God - not by works, so that no one can boast. For we are God's workmanship, created in Christ Jesus to do good work, which God prepared in advance for us to do.

Amen!

Wednesday, July 18, 2007

Justine in Hongkong

Justine arrived in Hongkong last night. I hope you can get her plugged in with the teen ministry in HK. She just came back from Seattle camp, fired up and spiritual. She shared last Sunday what she learned and what inspired her to want to study the bible.

Roxana, I told her that she can arrange to have quiet time with you and she said okay.

Bonnie, I hope that she can spend some time with Michelle.

Take care and will see you in August.

Wednesday, July 11, 2007

How to pray for myself

After I came back from the Manila conference, I have got a flu and also got my back twisted badly. One night, it took me one hour to get out of the bed. Any kind of pain will help me to be more grateful of what I have right now.

Tonight, I was asked to share 10 minutes in the mom’s night house church. The topic is about “How to pray for myself?”.
Here is the content of my sharing , would love to share with you :
Who is your prayer hero?
My prayer heroes are:
The first hero is Hannah 1 Samuel 1 and 2
Hannah was so bitter about herself of not being able to have child. V.15 She poured out her soul to the Lord. V. 18 After she prayed , she went her way and her face was no longer downcast. She promised God that she will give her son to God. After the baby was born, she waited for 3 years to fulfill her commitment to God. For sure , during these few years she struggled a lot. However she chose to surrender and praise God with an amazing prayer (chapter 2) .V1 My heart rejoices in the Lord for I delight in your deliverance.
The second hero is Mary Luke 1:29-55
Mary was greatly troubled at the angel’s words telling her that she will give birth to a son. However she answered, “I am the Lord’s servant, may it be to me as you have said.”
The third hero is Jesus Matt 26:39-42 Die on the cross
Jesus’ soul was overwhelmed with sorrow to the point of death . However he still said “ If it is not possible for this cup to be taken away unless I drink it, may your will be done”.
What I have learnt from these heroes about prayer is that prayer is about walking with God but not about asking for things:
- through prayer we communicate or pour out our heart to God
- through prayer we hand our struggles, weakness……to God
- through prayer we surrender ourselves before God and choose God’s way instead of ours .
My son Michael is our brother, recently he stops going to church. He does not have any spiritual peers walking with him. I feel troubled . I don’t know what I should do. I remember these 3 heroes and try to imitate their hearts. Just as Joshua 3:5 said” Consecrate yourselves, for tomorrow the Lord will do amazing things among you.”
Purify my heart? i.e. want to use my own way, want to be in control, upset with him, impatient with him……..
Surrender ? give it to God and trust that he is in control.
God gives the peace after I am willing to learn from these heroes, Amen!

Sunday, July 8, 2007

Latest updates

Justine went to Seattle camp this morning. She'll be back on July 14 and will be in Hongkong on July 18.

Celia is recovering from her surgery. The doctor thinks it's benign but still need to be confirmed by lab test.

Same thing with Cynthia, she's also recovering well from her heart surgery.

My family arrived on Thursday. My sister, her husband and her son is going to start a new life here in Canada. My father, 84 years old is visiting with them. My cousin, Gina, I'm trying to hire her as caregiver so she can stay here with us (please pray for her) and my niece is visiting from LA, hopefully she can overcome her grief and feel the comfort of being with family here in Canada.

I'm off this week to help my family settle here. Drive them around to find furnitures and stuffs....

God is great and he answers prayers. I'm so grateful that I finally have part of my family in Canada. We'll never know what God is in store for us but definitely it will be something to encourage our heart and our faith.

I love you God and thanks for all your blessings!

Sunday, May 6, 2007

MY 25' WEDDING ANNIVERSARY

5/5/2007 Alan and I went to Shenzhen, China to celebrate our 25' wedding anniversary. Even though we did not go abroad or go to any grand place to celebrate, I still felt so satisfy because I have Alan. That was enough for me already. Yesterday I have also sent him an e-card expressing my thanks and love towards him.
25 years marriage is not a short time. If without God’s guidance, I cannot imagine what may happen in our marriage or in our parenting. I know there are still plenty of things I need to change in order to achieve a better marriage relationship with Alan. With the help of God, I have full confidence to believe that nothing will be impossible.
To me, it was a new adventure –having spa in China. The place was quite nice, having different kind of massages for us to choose. We chose the one that we have never tried before. It was called the “Stone m They used oil and the hot volcano stones to massage our body. It was so relaxing. It cost $320/each person. It was quite expensive, wasn’t it? We went to a restaurant to have dinner. Their price was the same as in Hong Kong. The whole trip just opened my eyes to a new perspective about China. Many people are earning more money than we can think of.

Sunday, April 29, 2007

"Be wise in the way you act toward outsiders; make the most of every opportunity." Col 4:5
Today I saw Howard (he is a brother coming from the VCOC) in the Sunday service. He came to Hong Kong to meet his girl friend(Tracy). He knew her through the internet and invited her to go to our HKCC. Finally she has got baptised in the Tsuen Kwan O sector. It is so encouraging to see brothers and sisters using every opportunity to honour God . God does reward them by great blessings, amen!

Wednesday, April 25, 2007

Bonnie's spiritual birthday - Apr 24


I was delighted to learn of Jane's spiritual birthday is in the same month of mine.

April 24 was a raining day in Hong Kong with Yellow Rain Storm signal. I was occupied by business meeting in the morning and met with my high school classmates visited HK from Toronto for dinner.

I have well prepared myself to celebrate my 9th spiritual birthday with my previous BT buddy, Lucy who was baptized on the same date as mine 7 years later. We met at the coffee shop in the HKECC and took a table at the window side facing the harbour view. We ordered two Chinese congnees and a plate of Choi Yam vegi.

I had a feeling that we are the TWINS born in the Christ. Lucy wrote:

Review the last year, I have learned more and step by step by Iris’s teaching and sisters encouragements in our family (甘心樂意的不只有付出,而更甘心樂意的接受 – 包括批評,分擔,鼓勵,讚賞,支持 ….. 等等等等). Thanks All Again.

There is nothing more encouraging than seeing sister's growth in God's Kingdom. Lucy once gave herself a nick name of "Joyful Blueberry" - the former one is spiritual fruit in Galatine 5 Lucy adores to embrace and the latter one is Lucy's favorite fruit to eat. Bonnie's nick name is "Gentle Melon".

We shared about our marriages, our children and our personal friends......

In God's Kingdom, there is always unlimiting caring and loving stories. I was spiritually fulfilled today. Amen!

p.s. picture of Lim Fengmian reproduced by bonnie in oil pastel

Sunday, April 22, 2007

Coaching

God is so encouraging. When I think of wanting to do something, God always opens door for me. Remember I was inquiring about coaching? I looked into the coachville website and I thought how can I do tele-conference when it's lunch time. I'm at work and it's not convenient for me to do that. And then I found out at my workplace that they are offering 2 classes on Coaching (for free). I took 1 class last Tuesday for a day and I really enjoyed it. I realized I'd rather ask the questions than tell a story. Meaning I'd rather be the coach than the coachee. I have to decide if I'll wait for the 2nd class or contact the trainer directly and do it on my own. I have to research all my options and see what God has planned for me.

Spiritual Birthday - Apr 17

I've been a disciple for 11 years now. Looking back through these years had made me realized how much I've changed. Things that I do that I never thought I could....with the power of Christ there were lots to overcome. I'm so grateful to be where I am now...having a relationship with God, being saved, having a purpose in my life, constant growth in my character...I could go on and on. I'm not saying that I'm there or I have arrived because I'm still running the race with all of you...but to reflect back to before I became a disciple I don't think I would like me so much...there won't be any growth because I will just accept me as I am never knowing how to change.

My prayer is that my faith will grow stronger everyday and that nothing can separate me from the love of God.

Jane

Saturday, April 21, 2007

Meeting and Separating

「会うは離れの始め。」 This Japanese saying means "When the time we met, it's the beginning of our separation." I found it indicates even deeper meaning that 「天下無不散之宴席。」

Charlotte and her family left Hong Kong for Australia on 20 Apr. I did not do anything radical to show my love to and miss of her. Instead, I silently observe my feeling and pray for her peacefulness. Why? because I have faith in her life is well taken care by God so far and even the days to come.

I encountered many departures and separations in my life. The first one I could remember was moving from Sheung Sui to Kowloon when I was in Primary 3 (8 years old). It was a great turning point of my life. I remember my teacher asked me, "How do you feel now?" I said, "I'm very sad because I will lose all my friends here." Being a little girl, I really felt like that. However, the lonely feeling and the environmental change made me understand that life is more than a holding back memory. Instead, life is a creation process. I decided to make new friends and to enjoy whichever the new environment is in front of me. I became more tough than ever but open up to any new changes.

The compensation for all these was I lost my interest in the harsh city life and routine school study. I missed my childhood in nature until I moved to live in Vancouver and I pick up the eco-psychology study.

God created everything is important to us in his creation. Whichever is created by God is naturally substainable by themselves but material stuffs made by human beings will become garbage oneday and some may even damage the Earth.

Saturday, April 7, 2007

My Favorite Art


Do you know I like very much paintings on ancient Chinese ladies. Rox might aware there is a Tong Dynasty lacquer picture in my bedroom. I saw the actual wall painting in Xian back to 1984 when I was still a third year student in Keio University of Japan. I had no money to purchase any sovernir, not even a black and white printed copy of the painting costed about RMB20. Until 2003, I was able to find an artshop in Shenzhen able to re-produce the same painting by an unfamous old painter in Beijing. I paid HK$900 and waited for 2 months for the painting to arrive. And then, this unfinished dream for over 19 years has been fulfilled.
I also collected a Suzhou double-rounded sided emboridery of an ancient Chinese lady. I paid HK$50,000 for it when I was working in the HKTDC, a co-organized of the emboridery exhibition at big discount. It's said to be a fine workmanship of an old artist for a single copy.
Today, I went for a museum tour with Connie and Michelle in the Hong Kong Museum of Art and found another brilliant ink painter namely Lin Fengmian (1900-1991). I just fall in love with his paintings about the ancient Chinese ladies. The original copy costs all over millions in HK dollars so I could only bought a printed card board copy for HK$200 and wish to try to learn by copying.
God creates people with different talent.

Wednesday, April 4, 2007

mom's awful 71 years old dinner

"Better a dry crust with peace and quiet than a house full of feasting, with strife.”
Prov 17:1

Apart from my wedding, we never have any celebration feast at my own family. Last Sunday I have organized a surprised dinner for my mom’s 71’ birthday. I thought it would make my mom feel happy. However, my elder brother and sisters (they are my step brother and sisters, my mom married to my dad after their mom passed away) did not feel happy about my arrangement. They did not tell me honestly, when I asked them to come for the dinner. By the time, they showed up at the dinner, they were obviously unhappy about having this feast. The reason is that after my dad passed away, they do not feel obligated to treat my mom as their mom anymore. It is so sad to see them not be able to treat us as a family and want to use their way to identify themselves as outsiders. The next day Mom called me and told me that she did not feel hurt any more because she is able to forgive them. However, she still cannot have a sound sleep that night because she felt so bad for them. I pray to God for mercy and I know I need your prayer too.

Monday, April 2, 2007

Connection connects


Yesterday, Michelle told me that she got contact from Justine (Jane's daughter). I am glad to see our connections are in more than one dimension.

Monday, March 26, 2007

WEALTHY

I am so grateful to have a chance to sit in Rosanna's study today. Her younger son (around early 20') was baptised in our church and stopped coming out to church for a short time. Unfortunately , he died last summer in the beach. Her elder son is in the single ministry. He invited his younger brother to come to church.
After her son died , she started to come to church . Bonnie has studied with her since last September. It is so inspiring to see her relying on God to overcome her pain. I need to treasure every single minute with my family and friends. Same as the song said"Don't love too late".

After talking to Bonnie about "what is the true wealth in our life?" I have received the following message from one of my lovely sister, Celia. Would love to share to you !

A dying businessman on his death bed called for the family:
Is mommy here?
Sweetheart, I’m here. Are all the children here? Yes, they all are here.
Where’s Danny – I’m here dad.
Where’s Stephen? I’m here dad.
Where’s Connie?– I’m here dad.
The dying dad says: Now if all of you are here, then, who’s taking care of my business?
Looks like the dying businessman is rich or is he?

The Richest Man in the valley.
A rich landowner named Carl often rode around his vast estate so he could congratulate himself on his great wealth. One day while riding around his estate on his favorite horse, he saw Hans, an old tenant farmer. Hans was sitting under a tree when Carl rode by. Hans said, ‘I was just thanking God for my food.’ Carl protested, ‘If that is all I had to eat, I wouldn’t feel like giving thanks.’ Hans replied, ‘God has given me everything I need, and I am thankful for it.’ The old farmer added, ‘It is strange you should come by today because I had a dream last night. In my dream a voice told me, ‘The richest man in the valley will die tonight.’ I don’t know what it means, but I thought I ought to tell you.’ Carl snorted, ‘Dreams are nonsense,’ and galloped away, but he could not forget Hans’ words: ‘The richest man in the valley will die tonight.’ He was obviously the richest man in the valley, so he invited his doctor to his house that evening. Carl told the doctor what Hans had said. After a thorough examination, the doctor told the wealthy landowner, ‘Carl, you are as strong and healthy as a horse. There is no way you are going to die tonight.’ Nevertheless, for assurance, the doctor stayed with Carl, and they played cards through the night. The doctor left the next morning and Carl apologized for becoming so upset over the old man’s dream. At about nine o’clock, a messenger arrived at Carl’s door. ‘What is it?’ Carl demanded. The messenger explained, ‘It’s about old Hans. He died last night in his sleep.’ So who is the truly wealthy person? I guess the next question I have to ask you is this: Are you truly wealthy? The one who has his relationship with Christ is the most wealthy person . That is why he could say with all of his heart that he lacks nothing.

Sunday, March 25, 2007

One body , many parts

Yesterday's communion, Chris shared 1 Corin 10:16-17 and mentioned something talking on Chapter 12 One body, many parts.
During the lunch, our bible talk sisters still keeped on talking about this. It is interesting to know how they think they are and how we think we are .
Belinda-- mouth (good speaker, help us to express ourselves)
Rosanna- hands(she always uses her hands to serve others, i.e. carry stuff for others, message for those who feel tired...)
Ann-- eyes (like to just observe)
Mrs. Tsang --ear (she is a great listener, she is so calm , not react)
Margaret -- hands (use her hands to serve others, she is always the one who cut the meat for us during meals)
Roxana--legs (like to do errands, want to move things forward)
How about yours!

Saturday, March 24, 2007

Ezekiel 1-3

In Chapter 1, God had shown Ezekiel a vision which for us seems incomprehensible but in v28 Ezekiel said that it was the appearance of the likeness of the glory of the Lord.

In Chapter 2 God had asked Ezekiel to speak to the Israelites, who are stubborn and rebellious. He told him not to be afraid of them and their words, whether they listen or not.

Chapter 3, God asked Ezekiel to open his mouth and eat the scroll so he can speak to the Israelites.

Somehow I have forgotten how great God is. I have shrank Him to my level that I can't see what God can do in my life and the people around me. I have lost my vision because I can only see what's in front of me and not what's beyond me. I have realized that I have given up on sharing my convictions with other people because they don't listen anyways....I should use the word of God and share my convictions irregardless if they will listen or not.
I have decided to set up a time with a sister at work every Tuesday during lunch time to either pray with her or do quiet time. Please pray that this will happen and I will not loose heart and I will persevere.

Jane

Thursday, March 22, 2007

CONFESSION

Last night, in the house church we were studying about "mission". To me this word is more about spreading God's good news/salvation to the unbelievers.
Luke 4: 18
"preach good news to the poor. He has sent me to proclaim freedom for the prisoners and recovery of sight for the blind, to release the oppressed.”

After reading this scripture, it reminds me one thing of which I need to confess to you.
In the past, I seldom tried hard to love those who were difficult for me to love. Margaret’s younger daughter, Eva is one of the examples . She is a bit slow mentally. Most of the time, I do not know how to handle her. I am afraid that I will feel embarrassed when she is out of control. Therefore, I chose to ignore or avoid her. Recently I learned from Bonnie that she set up a “Sunflower” mission. Once a month she will go out with a sister’s daughter (preteens). They will do different things together in order to establish a close bounding. Bonnie did post it on her Sunflower blog. She inspired me by her sincere love and great vision. I start to go out of my comfort zone and learn how to be friend with Eva. I learn to trust and believe one of God’s promises “There is no fear in love. But perfect love drives out fear, because fear has to do with punishment. The one who fears is not made perfect in love”. (1John 4:18) .

We will try to meet each other once a month. This morning we went for breakfast and afterward she came to my house to have MSN with Michael. They know each other since they were young (in the kid’s kingdom). Eva always treats Michael as his little brother. She felt so excited by being able to chat with Michael through the web camera. It is her first time using this kind of communication. She also felt so happy because she told me that it was the first time that someone (Mike) concerning how is her health been doing.

I am so grateful and thankful to see God helps me to have this victory in my life. It is so true that after we repent, we will be blessed!!!!!!!!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r9-PPFA48AY&mode=related&search=

Monday, March 19, 2007

6S Conviction


Sorting>
Setting>
Shinning>
Strengthening>
Sustaining>
Servicing => Salvation

Saturday, March 17, 2007

Hongkong Connections

God has given me enormous gifts when I visited Hongkong.

1. I was able to hang out with Roxana, my spiritual partner, who always spur me on, who always brings me back to the word of God, who always inspire me in what she does and who will always be there for me to help me finish the race. Thank you for the wonderful time we've spent together.

2. I was able to reconnect with Bonnie, get to know her better and to see that she is Roxana's spiritual partner. Bonnie is a woman with character and integrity, she acts on things that she said she would. She also gave me an insight on coaching which I have a desire to do. God had put us together that lunch time in order to do great things for Him.

This blog has created a channel for me to be connected with my Hongkong sisters at the same time to be inspired by their spiritual fervor for God.

To God be the Glory
Jane

打屬靈補針

These few days I feel so joyful. The reasons are:

  • 1) Jane stayed at my house the other night. It was the first time that we have chitchat for approximately 17 hours within the past 2 days. We did not feel tired or boring.It sure will be very different if our chitchat is without God as the center. It will most likely end up gossip. However, I feel that I have got a spiritual injection ( 打屬靈補針)or spiritual recharging.
  • 2) Through this blog, it helps me to use my brain more. It seems to me it is another way to help me to avoid dementia .It confirms to me again that the meaning of being joyful is putting Jesus, Others before Yourself.

Tuesday, March 13, 2007

三思而後行 Think 3 times before an action

三思而後行,可達平和安逸之心近也。

I could not recall who has given me a power point slide show about 3 minutes health secret for the Chinese Top Elder Leaders which are:
  • Rest for 3 more minutes at bed before you wait up in the morning. And etc......

In echoing to Lorinda’s journal, I have designed a similar 3 minutes emotional exercise to help city people being serene: (time could be much shorter than 3 minutes depending on individual)

  • Take 3 minutes to scanning any expectations on yourself before putting them on to others.
  • Take 3 minutes to digesting the judgment in your own stomach before they come out from your mouth.
  • Take 3 minutes to rehearsing the situation on your real life before you begin to put doubting on to others.

Moreover, how could we apply the 3 minutes spirit on faith in God? Here is how I do:

  • Take 3 minutes to pray in Jesus name when my sinful nature stimulates me.
  • Take 3 minutes to meditate my baptism when I am being tempted by Satan.
  • Take 3 minutes to be still in soul with God when my desire/fear dominates.

Monday, March 12, 2007

BTL Class by Mark Templer

Mark is currently the executive director of HOPE worldwide in India. He visited hkcoc and gave us a preaching about "father and the two sons" and a class to the BTLs about "CHANGE by being with Jesus".

Pure Faith is vital for a Real Change. By Faith we Change. Mark challenged us with a question, "How much is Jesus in your thoughts?"

2 Corinthian 3:4-6
Psalm 10:4
Matthew 9:27-34

Our History

Roxana, Jane and Bonnie are the founders of the Sharing Convictions Blog. Where did we meet? A good question to start with our stories........

Bonnie went to Vancouver, Canada in June 2000 for attending her family reunion party cum her mother's 70th birthday. Elizabeth introduced Bonnie to meet with Roxana, a disciple immigrated to Vancouer from Hong Kong. From there, 2 girls met with each other.

Roxana introduced Jane to Bonnie in the Vancouver church. Moreover, accidentally, Bonnie met with Jane again in front of Zellers of Richmond Centre. From here, they always remember each other and ocassionally Bonnie met with Jane and Roxana when they visited the Hong Kong Church.

Roxana decided to return to Hong Kong to take caring her honey husband in 2006 after Michael enrolled in to the Waterloo University. Surprisingly, Roxana became the neighbor of Bonnie at the Ocean Shores. They became close .... close friends.

Jane visited the Hong Kong church again on 11 Mar 2007 and three of them had lunch at iBis. over there, they talked about how to sharing spiritual connections. Here is the answer! We wanted to name the blog as "cross the ocean". However it is not available so Bonnie take the liberty to sign up with the name as "sharing convictions".

We will enjoy our journey of journalling our convictions and how about you? If you want to join us, please send an email to the adminstrator at personalfreedom@bonniechan.com.